Life and Love

It is a little bit strange start to write again in an abandoned blog. 
its like entering a home, clean up the mess, enjoy the sphere, look at the old paintings, 
touch the wall, the knits in your living room, open the dusty books in the shelf..
and you enter the kitchen, looking for the tea that always calming you.. 
boiling it.. and while you wait the tea boils, you sit slowly in the corner, and
begin to write.

almost 4 years passed since i post the last writing. 
My life has changed a lot. Some are still. But many has changed.  


  • i am now a mother of two, a boy and a girl..off course it changed my perspective about how a child is in front of their parent or mother (in my case), you can read my old perspective  hereBut, something not change, i still have faith that it is a crime to put a child into your shoes, my shoes, i wrote that in 2008, and i still believe that, now. Hopefully, it will be forever. 
  •  i am no longer a desperate worker he he..  i run a business now, with my friend. Still and may it always be relate to writing, translating, editing.. i learn a lot. i like to listen to a story, and the art to re-telling the story.. or interpreting words, anyway, i love this job.. Allhamdulilah.  However, still i have angst. running the business means that i hve rare opportunity  to write my  column.. hopefully with a bright start this year... (we are finalizing several drafts of business agreement with  hype companies), we can hire more ppl and i can have my own writing space.. aamiin.. but, i know now, the complication to choose: do you want to live in comfort while you business only have snail space or do you want your business to grow fast and giving in your comfortness for a while, let say 3- 4 years? Hm .. hm... And i beginning to see the possibility to write fiction. I know its hard for me to step into the fictional words (in the oppossite, i am a vivid readers of novels) but i sense, it would be interesting adventure: writing fiction. 
  •  I am a social media activist. He he.. i find myself, happy to share picture of my kids, my writing, my temporary monkey mind, in my facebook wall. But, I know its not healthy. I hate myself becoming part of the hysteria. it is not me. Then, I decide to write again in my blog.


So, life is becoming very interesting, mates. I enjoy the episodes. 
I also experienced things that may not  be understood by some of you, even me. 
But, like a crystal put in your hand, i know and feel it real and the light touch my heart. 

*what?

hmmm.. let's say im beginning to understand.. how this "soul" business works...
well.. im not the expert, but let say, beginning to. 

anyway, i love you, readers. 
keep reading my blog, ;) 


salaam


  

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Can you solve this riddle?
1.i can run but i can't walk, you can point at me but i can't , i go in differnt sizes and dimension, some times high sometimes low, sometimes big, sometimes small, but most of the bullies are called high what am I, oh and im a big big part of U, although U is not a part of me. A boy made me famous.

2. we are a family of 50 brothers and 13 sisters. 3 is wrong, 4 isnt just enough. 12 makes you right, then we separate in 2 to become one.


3. i am born in britain, i travel around the world, from britain to australia up to alaska name it im there, i know you've seen me already, everyone knows me, it just that, im always put in a corner. Some get rich by having me, but most just throw me.


4. Robin made me, but he don’t want me, then sold me to someone, and that someone don’t need me aswell, the one who needs me doesn’t even know that he needs me,but im sure, the last one he will need is me, and probably the most important, but put it this way, we never lived happily ever after though we will always be together.

5. From the beginning of eternity
To the end of time and space
You probably heard this already, but Im sure your wrong….

To the beginning of everything
And to the end of every thing.
My family are there and will be there! Except for me, the one odd thing
That comes and goes from 7 out of 12.


6. Make the Q to get the A. and get all the 5 to get E
But only the first get’s the most, So grab the 1 to to form 6
We are all small, the only 2 makes the difference
Then start with N, to begin buying all.

Anonymous said...

1.i can run but i can't walk, you can point at me but i can't , i go in differnt sizes and dimension, some times high sometimes low, sometimes big, sometimes small, but most of the bullies are called high what am I, oh and im a big big part of U, although U is not a part of me. A boy made me famous.

2. we are a family of 50 brothers and 13 sisters. 3 is wrong, 4 isnt just enough. 12 makes you right, then we separate in 2 to become one.


3. i am born in britain, i travel around the world, from britain to australia up to alaska name it im there, i know you've seen me already, everyone knows me, it just that, im always put in a corner. Some get rich by having me, but most just throw me.


4. Robin made me, but he don’t want me, then sold me to someone, and that someone don’t need me aswell, the one who needs me doesn’t even know that he needs me,but im sure, the last one he will need is me, and probably the most important, but put it this way, we never lived happily ever after though we will always be together.

5. From the beginning of eternity
To the end of time and space
You probably heard this already, but Im sure your wrong….

To the beginning of everything
And to the end of every thing.
My family are there and will be there! Except for me, the one odd thing
That comes and goes from 7 out of 12.


6. Make the Q to get the A. and get all the 5 to get E
But only the first get’s the most, So grab the 1 to to form 6
We are all small, the only 2 makes the difference
Then start with N, to begin buying all.

the writer said...

Those six riddle is it for an answer? or each expecting answer? sorry for the dumb question..